January 2010
3 posts
What you don't have, you don't need it now
I think for most of us, we remember our lives by music. The song that was playing (in your head or otherwise) while something happened.
I’m here at work, listening to stuff from my phone and U2’s Beautiful Day is playing.
All I remember is the first time I woke up beside him. He was getting ready to go to work, and he played this on his stereo system as he got ready. There was...
emogirl89 speaks..
Words are so powerful because just one sentence can reduce all my efforts in moving on to naught.
He just told me I’m the most important girl in his life, and somehow that kills me more than it helps.
I really hate this.
I think part of the reason I’m in love with him is because the time between us is so… finite. It’s still because of him, of course. Who he is, what he is like, how he really gets me, etc. And yes, I know that all relationships are finite blahblahblah, but it’s somehow more real when there’s a fixed date to when he’s leaving. There’s a fixed amount of how...